Thursday, December 6, 2007

1 Week, 5 Days

Mood: Irritated.
Thinking about: Tylenol.

Today was rather uneventful, I didn't own my anatomy quiz like I thought I would because I confused lacunae with canaliculi in a moment of weakness, and forgot my song to remember the parts of an osteon. Frustration consumed my tired brain. I managed to get a stellar 2/14 on Wordmasters, which is always a day-maker. At the end of the school day I went to Moes with Virginia, which was glorious as usual. We get silly conversations and talk about breaking my sweet tea addiction (psh, whatever...)

I came home and my grandma responded to my letter, which always brightens my day. We discuss books and talk about the day-to-day happenings of our lives. She lives in Detroit, so I hardly ever see her, which makes her letters extra special.
On another note, my hip felt sore and achey today, which was no fun because I had to walk around a school all day. That, plus a headache made me quite sad. I guess I should learn how to stop complaining about the little things. After all, something much bigger is coming on fast and I need to learn how to forget the little things. I can't believe my surgery is already tapping at my chamber door. Damn raven, just let me be.

"Strength does not come from physical capacity, it comes from an indomitable will." - Gandhi

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Progress Thus Far...

I'll keep it short and sweet. Well, not so sweet... I don't think any of this is sweet. It's sour and nasty and yucky. Bleh.
Yesterday I got up in the wee hours of the morning to attend a 'crutches training session' at my Physical Therapists... good times right? Wrong. I don't like crutches. I got a shin splint in my left leg and started feeling the dysplasia in my left hip. (Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you that I have two dysplastic hips.. woo!) Now I know how to enter and exit cars, climb stairs, turn around, go backwards, balance... etc. I also got a new workout routine. Huzzah!
So in the corner of my room next to my shiny new crutches there is a grabber (like those cool ones from the Discovery store with shark heads for the grabbing part, but not as cool because it's for grown-ups. Ugh.) and there is also a long armed scrubber thing for the bath. I feel like a cripple already. (Again it is mature blue and white. I need a scrubber with some pizzazz! Come on, seriously.)
Teachers have set up desks for me in their rooms for when I am in a wheelchair, and I have extra sets of text books so I don't have to worry about having a top locker. (Props to my school counselor, she is amazing for helping me this much.)

Quote to ponder: "Being loved deeply by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." -Lao Tzu

1 Week, 6 Days.

Mood: Content.
Thinking about: Anatomy quiz tomorrow... yikes!

This is my first post on what will hopefully be a consistent update on my progress. I hope I keep up with this, and don't lose quickly lose interest like I usually do. Oh, my silly teenage brain.. fickle as ever. I suppose since the surgery hasn't taken place yet I should articulate the details.

Quick and Easy Overview:
My surgery is called a periacetabular osteotomy. (periacetabular- around the hip socket; osteotomy- to cut through or around bone) The reason I have the pleasure of enduring this is because my right hip has acetabular dysplasia. (my socket is shaped like a plate, not a bowl.) The procedure will take approx. 5 hours and I will be in the hospital for 5 days, God willing.
(If you're interested in learning more about this, I found this website, its pretty nifty: http://hipandpelvis.com/patient_education/periace/page1.html)

The procedure is on the 18th, the second day of Winter finals. (Eww..) Most of my teachers have been very understanding about me missing school for this surgery, but I am still mad that they won't let me take some exams early. I will be finished with my Anatomy and Calculus finals, but I will be missing AP Bio, Orchestra, and AP Lit. (For personal fitness I have to write a 3-5 page paper on cardiovascular diseases, while the rest of the class gets to run a mile and do an open notes test. Unfair? I think yes.) AP Bio is going to be the most challenging, because there is no way I will be able to retain a semester of information while struggling to sit up.

Some of you may say, "Hey, that Danielle girl is being a drama-mama." Yes, I very well may be. But as of now my outlook on this surgery is grim. And do you think it sounds fun to be two weeks out of surgery and have to take a 2 hour exam? NO! It sounds like negative fun. Backwards fun. Nuf! I think that's symbolic of my sentiments for the matter. I've had eNUF!

TTFN, Ta ta for now.
Danielle